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we all need some time to ourselves, this is mine...

Saturday, January 19, 2002
its about 8.30pm and i'm still at school surfing the net, there's like lots to do but i'm ignoring them and going around reading weblogs and downloading songs and of course blogging...
wow! it has been a hectic week !
i'm now part of the debate junior commitee, its really gratifying to be acknowlegded as part of the society this way and i really want this to work.
on a lower note i'm really tired out everyday i wake up wanting to go back to sleep and then reaching school late. not only am i tired i'm a mess!
my room is in a disaray and so is my school work and everyother thing. i really need to get organised and i will tonight....i hope.
p.s debates competition will commence on wednesday...i hope it'll go well....i don't need to win as long as i think i've improved thats fine.
hope
you're having fun

posted by Lynnette 4:49 AM
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Sunday, January 13, 2002
i had my haircut today,its now shoulder length. its amazing how a haircut makes you feel all new - its a little like confession - plus its now alot faster to wash my hair. i also have a tail now...don't really know what made me get that, maybe i just wanted something new maybe i just didn't like who i am and having a tail totally opposes what i define as "lynnette's hairdo" which in turn opposes me...get what i mean?
arh!!! nevermaind neither do i.
i'll be having tennis tomorrow, i'm sorta dreading it as all slackers do. but the thing is i think that tennis will make me a better person...
no.1 - i'll learn a new skill
no.2 - i'll tone those flabby arms
no.3 - i'll get fit
no.4 - tennis players look cool
no.5 - discipline, discipline, discipline - what i really need to learn.
so there.
it seems i'm getting more superficial...then again some ppl might say i have always been like that...
i need to change. i have been puuting on a "nice guy" facade on for too long....
i need to become lynnette again....
one who smiles because i really want to and not to be nice.
one who doesn't do things to please ppl but for my self or beause i genuinely want to.
be true to myself.
i know that sounds egoistic...but i don't care....i'm losing a little bit of me everyday and it has to stop.


posted by Lynnette 7:43 AM
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Friday, January 11, 2002
well an all new layout,its called cozy and i really like it. i actually got it off one of the templates coz i didn't have time to do one myself since i'm still figuring out how to use html. this one has such a soothing effect that i think i'll keep it for awhile.
i brought my laptop to school today so i could do some stuff - which meant hefting a huge backpack - but in the end ended up letting michelle and yasitha use it for like 2 hours or so...not that i mind but that left me with so little time i just didn't know how i was gonna complete what i set out to do.
so here i am right now at 9.03pm sitting in school alone with a bad stomachache and typing.
i've got demo debates tomorrow so i'll have to wake up early - there goes my only day of lazing around in bad - not to mention the fact that i'll be binding my INFA notes so there'll be lots of things to prepare tonight.
it seems that i have gone back to the slaker i use to be...my room's a mess there are alot of things i needa do and i'm always rushing outta my house coz of lateness that i more often than not forget to do something
so note to self - get organized!!!


posted by Lynnette 5:24 AM
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Thursday, January 10, 2002
well i'll be changing this layout soon coz well its the new year and you don't wanna stick to old stuff do you?
thats all i've got right now... get back tmr...
needa do my tutorial now....
slumber evades.


posted by Lynnette 8:25 AM
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