right.....i just saw leslie which means i actually remember something i needed to say.....i feel like i'm starting to lose my analytical side and starting to stop the voicing out i use to do.....i mean nowadays i've stop telling my friends what i feel and how i feel and parts of my life.... no one really knows what is really going on and somehow i feel like nothing is going on .....my life has somehow become redundant.....i don't want to feel that way...i feel i must make a difference in someonelse's life thats my mission for now....but what about mine? how about me? posted by Lynnette 9:05 PM . . .
i hate this incesant waiting i always do, and i hate that i always do none of the things i set out to do. its like this all the time....i'm suppose to do like lotsa stuff online today which is why i brought my notebook to school but then nothing is done....all i'm doing is killing time here on blogger.....dammit i have to manage my time and life better......WTF! posted by Lynnette 8:56 PM . . .
amanda feels ugly ....so do i....i really don't know how to tell her that this will pass over coz i can't even convince myself it will.... everytime i hear munesh go "the things i had to do yesterday...." i think he's talking abt me and i feel so sick and replused with myself....well i just have to know ppl love me i guess...baby you know i love you and that nothing else matters... To the ppl who was in the WTC tragedy...my prayers are with you....i just cannot believe this could happen.... posted by Lynnette 10:34 AM . . .
going to suppoort my baby she is so going to do well!!!! posted by Lynnette 9:05 PM . . .
so i haven't been updating my blog....it happens and well i have been busy...everyday i go to bed heaving a sigh of relief that i didn't really stand anyone up or anything like that...and then fall into deep sleep only to wake up tired.... life goes on and even though life is hectic at least i'm not bored enough to go do stupid things. posted by Lynnette 8:13 AM . . .
