this is officially the last day of the third week of school. the poly institution is a very different kind of school. its very relaxed and very self-oriented. this is a place where you have to learn how to be responsible and reliable. i'm learning how to cope. everyday is a different feeling...my emotions are very volatile here. the people here are also very different i don't really know how to react to them and what to think about them so i'm just taking this one step at a time. my school work is piling up very quickly now so during this weekend i'll have alot to sort out....tomorrow i'll be going to watch the inter-poly debates...this is by far the most enjoyable experience i've had in poly...the debates is one of the most warm, caring and accepting clubs i've been in and i'm glade i'm in it. today i spoke to natasha a girl from michelle's class.she's a great person and it was very comforting to know that i've made a new friend and that salty's got such a cool pal. well overall ngee ann poly has been a very interesting, exciting, warm, friendly, lonely, depressing, enraging stressful, relaxed and enlightening experience. i hope that the coming 3 years will be a beneficial and rewarding one. posted by Lynnette 7:10 AM . . .
i want to cry out to say 'hey listen to me! hey i'm a person too! hey i need to be acknowledged!!!' maybe its just me and maybe i'm just too comfortable in this deep dark area of depression...they don't see, they don't feel and they don't know.they are oblivious to the surrounding and i to myself. posted by Lynnette 3:34 AM . . .
I’m in my cab class now. trying to get the fucked up satellite to work. Goddammit its morning I should be able to get in! SHIT! SHIT! SHIT!I so want to d/l songs I was so looking forward to it.i was so looking forward to school life and it all seems so FUCKED UP!!! posted by Lynnette 6:54 PM . . .
