its been a long time ...too long! suddenly i feel sooo lost....hah! typical me....well i don't know why but i feel soooo lonely....so so lonely, maybe i do know the reason i just don't want to face it - the cold reality. i have to start thinking about myself,no more relying on other ppl.the weirdest thing i miss him...the way he sings,the gentle way he speaks,the way he always makes me feel cradled even though he isn't physically there*sad smile*i miss him. i miss my old life .i miss me. posted by Lynnette 8:18 AM . . .
