you know goal setting is actally a great thing coz once its on paper and the determination is there with a plan it will work...there must also be the first step thingy coz nothing happens without the first step! so...i think i'll have to have a goal and plan on my studies if i have to retake my 'O's and i am almost certain i will have to... wish me luck! will update you on the plan soon! posted by Lynnette 3:58 AM . . .
ok its been real long since i wrote a proper blog...real long. firstly i think this moth's bill is gonna hit the roof.i just went to replace my library card and found out that i now need a cashcard for all money transactions.*damn* not only did i have to buy one of those things i can only top it up with nets *bloody fuck* what happen to good old cold hard cash? i hate this cashless sociaty system. ohhh i got a voice recorder yesterday *yay* at last my thoughts can be noted down as quickly as the run. funny thing is i haven't really done anything with it yet. i borrowed a few books today but i'm really hazy now so i think all only update about them tomorrow. well thats about all i can say right now cos' my head is hurting,my fingers are a little numb and my eyes can't take it anymore.(forgive me for my incorherant writing) posted by Lynnette 8:09 AM . . .
ok just wanted to tell you my grandfather passed away....there is no void in my heart though cos he will always live in there.i know you will guide and love me from above posted by Lynnette 8:10 AM . . .
my grandpa is dying.....my heart aches sooooo bad coz i know that i haven't been there to help him through his pain. i have been so caught up in my microscopic problems that i have been blinded to his pain....GRANDPA I LOVE YOU......always have and always will. posted by Lynnette 6:53 AM . . .
i went out with amanda and rosanne today....i think it was ok except for my fucking attitude...i was a bitch.i basically was in such i bad mood i pissed rosanne off and made amanda a little moody.i suck don't i ? but manda did enjoy herself so i'm happy (thank you so much porkie!!!!!!!! )i need to do a moolah list but the motivation is not there...i don't even have the motivation to blog...this blog was written with sheer determination....sometimes i think that no one reads my blogs so there is no point writing them or that someone like ani moller would read mine and insult it so badly that i just don't want to write. but sometimes i think i have just lost the will to write or the will to want to sort out my problems or the will to live. thats why i'm slowly fading..... posted by Lynnette 7:31 AM . . .
